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Monday, 05 July 2010

  • Happy birthday xin! :)

    A dose of laughter, a dose of joy, fun and enjoyment coupled w a dozen of genuine love and happiness - that's the medicine to cure my sickness :) Okay, maybe throw in a couple of panadol too.Woke up really grouchy today cos of my pretty high fever and was rly tempted to just nuah on my bed. But I'm rly glad tt I was such a stubborn bitch who wouldn't give myself a break and rather suffer of fatigue than to miss spending time w my girlfriends :)

    Was supposed to be at xin's place by 12 to setup the area so that we could hopefully get her down by 1 but in the end, we only got there at about 1! Haha there was many lapse in btwn somemore. Firstly, everything was v last min, as usual. & I even forgot to bring her present! :O In the end, i had to run back to get it while sweets bought the party hats and the deco for us. Hehe. Then, at 12.09, while we were still running the errands, tharsh and tay was on their way to yishun alr so I called canadian pizza and they told me tt they'd arrive around one. In the end, they called me at 12.33 and told me tt they have arrived when sweets and I were still in the train and the other two were waiting for the shuttle bus. Thirdly, the 2 goondoos waited half an hour for the bus to no avail! Why?! Cos they were waiting at the wrong area!! Haha in the end when we arrived, all four of us ended in a cab w some weird Malay taxi driver. Hahaha.

    Did the prep and poor sweets had to blow all the balloons cos none of us had the energy to do it cos it was rly hard! Heh but i helped in a couple tho i made quite abit of a booboo! :P Finally we were done at around 1:30 and called HG to bring her down. Unfortch much, xin heard my voice through his phone -.- Hahaha but she just played along luh and we sort of surprised her w her pizza 'cake', followed by food and games. Heh, although it was no high party nor a v happening one, I really did truly enjoy myself and I'm sure they all did too! Although the amount we paid in total were pretty ridiculous (haha), I didn't even feel much of a pinch cos it was rly well spent. It kinda reminded me of this article on the mag, where they say the amount spent on having quality time is better than spending on material goods. Really really truly apt :)

    I'm glad for today not only because I get to spend time w my girlfriends and darlings, but also because it was a chance to get to know hg and randall better. To be honest, I was rly pretty much worried initially. Worried about hg feeling uncomfy so I brought kian along, worried that tharsh would get uncomfy if randall came too so we didnt rly invite him and I subsequently felt really bad about it (bec he actually offered to cook spaggadies for us) so I asked tharsh to invite randall along when tay said she had to leave to meet him, worried that everything would be awkward. But i'm too much of a worry wart, I really am. Cos everything just fit in fine. HG was a lot more outgoing that I thought he was, and I really did enjoy his company as much as I enjoyed the girls'. Although randall spent lil time w us and didnt really talk much (I would have done worse if I was him! Hahaha), he was really friendly and pleasant too. I somehow have this feeling that these two guys are pretty genuine people and I'm sooo glad tt both Tay and xin :) And of cos, tharsh being tharsh, wasn't that uncomfy afterall but I still somehow hope that one day her mr right will come along! :) You know tharsh, if you're reading it, I'm really so glad for a friend like you. For a friend whom I can totally be comfortable and not be on tenterhooks cos you'll be straight forward w your feelings w me. Love you friend! :)

    You know, I think the 4 of us came a long way. Really we did. I remember in sec 3 where we first met each other (Xin had a secret nickname for me -.-), i never really thought we'd end up as such good friends. We all went through ups and downs. Esp with tay. How she was in and out, in and out, in and out. Honestly, looking back now, it was because we were v blinded by immaturity and rashness. We didnt understand the meaning of acceptance and how it's also the essence to keep a friendship going. I guess, that was how we lost beat too.. But in any case, i'm glad that tay really did make the effort to work this friendship out. I must say, if it wasnt for her, we would still be the trio. She was the one who actually asked tharsh to meet up w us even though she knew that the one who will be in the most awkward position was her. Even though there was a high chance things may not work afterall, and despite the fact that we did make her really upset before and all those childish things tt we did. But she did anyway and I really admire her for that because I wouldn't have that courage, but she did. :) Outsiders may see this reconciliation as a form of a back up or just to 'make our clique look bigger' after beat sort of disappeared for our lives. Whatever they say, I don't care because to me and to us, what is happening is just basically the outcome of genuine friendship. Although we have not reached the 'deep talking' stage yet, i'm sure that stage will come soon. :) & I really hope, this time, she'd never be out again. & This thursday, we will be watching the germany-spain match tgt, hopefully in tharsh's place and I really can't wait!! Cos I just can't get enough of these girls and their company. Today was really so worth it :) Although I really hope just one fine day, beat will be back in the picture as well.

    Other than tharsh, I doubt the other two will be reading this but I just wanna say, thank you so much for the memories which will be kept deeply in my heart. I'm not the kind that will say best friends forever anymore because I don't quite believe in the word forever already, but i'd still say that each of you are as precious as a gem to me and I really hope that we'd have many more birthdays to celebrate and world cup to watch ;) I love you girlfriends! Huggs


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Thursday, 01 July 2010

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    If God would grant me one special power, i'd ask him to give me the power to make those around me happy. Really I would. The trip down to escape was only good because the kiddos were truly enjoying themselves and they were very carefree and happy. Well, that's what kids are like. It's easier to make them happy because they are a lot less complex and a lot more straight forward. How I wish everyone is like this, how I wish everyone around me are as carefree and happy as children will allow themselves to be. Is it because we think and worry too much? Or is it because we have been taught to wear our different masks everyday in different circumstances just to get through and placate everyone else? In any case, you really don't know how much I wish you will pull off that mask and show me your naked face. No matter how nasty, no matter how disfigured, you know i'd accept it anyway.

     

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  •  I have work in like.. 1.5 hours time? Hmm better make this fast and furious man! Haha after long considerations, i have decided to continue working. Heh, actually it's more of bec I'M FINALLY DOING A METRO 20% SALES!! & i guess that is kinda gonna be my last day at work bec i heard tt the curriculum in NUS is pretty heavy so i doubt i'd continue working when school starts tho i told Sheila that i'd consider staying on. Haha she'll prolly F me but whatever, she hired new girls again! Heh. Exciting muchz, hopefully it will be good! But i suspect it's actually metro's plan to divert attention from the newly open ALT @ Heeren ( which is under BHG btw ). Haha pretty smart i must say but too many monthly sales will just kill metro i think but oh wellz, not my problem. Heh

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    THARSHINI KARTHIGESAN,
    today's your final paper alr! I know things have been pretty rough on you esp on monday's episode but my dear, pls don't lose faith and heart. You are a lot more than what you make yourself out to be, than what you think you are. You have no idea just what a beautiful, kind hearted girl you are, who definitely deserve to be loved! & please believe me when i tell you that you're not the problem, you really ain't. Obstacles are always there for us to pass through, problems will always come our way but hey, it will only make you stronger k and i'll be there to pass through all the nonsense alright? As I always say, bad times will pass just like how good times come to an end, so don't lose hope yeah? Love you plentiful my beautiful friend :) Huggs.

     

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Sunday, 27 June 2010

  • It has been a rly rly long time since i have blogged. Haha when i keyed in cherlynno into the username box, it suddenly felt so unfamiliar. Perhaps bec it has been a long time since i've entered xanga or maybe bec i have been too used to using cherxz as a username since quite some time ago. Haha anyway, since i have a lot of time at hand, i decided, why not blog? Cos this is also the only way i can force my boyf to update his blog (he uses this against me too!) Haha and also because tharsh was complaining the other time that xin and I have totally disappeared from the xanging zone. It's kinda bec there's nthg much to write about and also I have a new private space to write in alr. Hehe cos I got myself a new diary to write in (let's call it the army journal) to update my sweets about everything cos he was pretty upset that he wouldn't be able to be in the motion and know.

    Well, life have been pretty much the same as I left off. With the exception that sweets is alr in army and we only get to meet each other on weekends. It was pretty tough initially i must admit, but as time passes, I kinda got used to it? Haha maybe because we make full use of each weekends. Heh okay la not quite considering the fact tt we like to nuah a lot. It's almost customary that every Sunday we'd slack at his place after breakfast/brunch, watching dvds and channel 55 shows while he prepares for army and his brother continues to bully me! But every weekend is full of loveeee and i'm lovin' it! :) Saturdays are usu our outings days but it's usu cut short bec i have work at 6pm ): But anyhoos, I love weekends :) & I'm pretty much excited for his POP bec following tt is his block leave and I took a few days off to spend quality time w him! Wish i could take more but I know Sheila would kill me bec i'm gg on my HK trip and there's social work camp alr. )':

    My army boy! (26)
    (hate how fair I always look next to him & the flash makes it even worse! :O )

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    I guess you can call this triple date? Haha we went ice skating tgt on one of the saturdays last month if i'm not wrong!

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    Yesterday @ escape :)

    Another happening would be work. Haha well, not so much of a happening of late cos I started w ettusais since April but been travelling quite a bit due to work! Was posted to woodlands last month and Bishan for this month. Sales suck at each sides and it gets pretty much boring. Plus, being in Bishan would mean that my basic is lower cos I have like tons of half shifts which kinda pissed me off initially but I'm cool w it now cos it's so slackz. :) But i'd rather be at woodlands tho cos I made a new friend there (Victoria) who's also my gelare buddy!! We both love tuesdays cos it's gelare's half price day! Haha but too bad we only manage to have it once tgt bec on other tuesdays, we were working different shifts ): But i had great fun w her and she was rly a good company for me, she kept my sanity in check! But too bad we didnt manage to take a picture tgt ): and also, I bumped into Xinyun in woodlands as well! She's now working for Lancome and it was rly rly a case of coincidence. It's too much man i tell you, first it happened in JB (we actually bumped into each other there too!) and now in woodlands. Haha.

    Oh and I hate my hair, i hate it ttm ): It is sucha long story that I have repeated time and time again bec everyone asks the standard question : '*Gasp* YOU CUT YOUR HAIR!! WHY?!' Haha, xuan even asked if it's bec i'm out of love. Hahahaha but yeah i hate my hair, can't wait for it to grow out! Been contemplating on extensions but decided against it cos it's sheer madness. Haha we shall see ;)

     

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Thursday, 15 April 2010

  • AHHH I NEED TO CURB MY URGE TO SHOP LIKE SRSLY! THIS MONTH, I HAVE BEEN SPENDING MY MONEY LIKE FREEE. ON USS & MINI GETAWAY, COSMETICS (ON ETTUSAIS! OMGGG.), FOOD AND OF COS, SHOPPING. OMG I SRSLY NEED TO GO FOR SOME SHOPAHOLIC WORKSHOPS. Like those, SOS i'm a horrible shopaholic workshop. Hahaha. Gosh, i rly dk if i should get the 3 items! But I guess since sales have been so brilliant to me today (2k plus for me lehhh. Hahaha), I should reward myself right, no? Hahahaha, we shall seeee. :) Can't wait till 26th where i get my biotherm pay. But then again, it's the day where sweets enters army and I rly don't want that. ): I never rly knew tt I would dread this day, as much as I never knew I wanted to enter fass that badly. Sighhh. Anw, i'm excited for breakfast tmr man boyfriend! Haha. Alrightxz, enough of rambling! Bye!


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Saturday, 27 March 2010

  • Hi world, it's me again. I manage to get onto the internet connection here at tampines. Oh man, life is good with it. :) why didnt i figure it out earlier when bc had their launch? Haha.

    Anw i did quite a bit of thinking lately, and i realised tt i like to do stupid things tt will get me hurt in the end. I always always tell myself to get over it, to rid off all the negative feelings i have and to be happy. Don't get me wrong, i'm not depressed, i live a pretty happy blessed life now. I have an awesome family whom i think is getting tighter lately, a doting boyf who accomodates me and loves me ever so much, a group of close girlfs who actually makes the effort to keep our f/s gg and gg strong and are always there for me, a group of not so close friends but we still meet up once in a while to catch up and strengthen bonds, a job tt doesnt pay that well but v slack (come one look at me now!) and i'm happy w that. But despite all these, there is still spmething bugging me that i dont understand. I was talking to tharsh yest and we got kinda upset but we're good. I know my friends would have heard this long enough and gave me enough advice but i just cant help feeling this way and wondering why all these happened. Was i too stubborn? Or was it the drifting apart issue? Idk why but isnt honesty the essence of what keeps a r/s gg? I know i'm over the whole angsty period and being overly upset too. It's just occasionally, i look back and think and feel my heart sinking so low and feeling so heavy. And now, this moment happens to be tt occasionally. Do you feel the same too? Idk but i know tt if you do, the most polite thing would be to reply me.

    Anw i'm looking forward to my term w ettusais, rly i am! Just got my uniform not long ago and bought my black heels alr. :) hopefully i wont get nasty blisters! :/ anw the kose aunty so funny, so angry over customers using her essence w/o buying. I mean, i do the same for source therapy too! :P and and wha lao IT has so many ppl today but only one customer dropped by. Pangsai sia. -.-
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Thursday, 25 March 2010

  • Hiiii, it has been a nong nong time hasnt it? :) well, i'm kinda a lazy person as many can see. :P anw i'm so so excited for tmr! It's like a packed off day (though i have had many off days prior to this alr. :/ ) haha. Anw anw, tmr i'm gonna go for the biotherm spa for only 45$!!! It's like 50% discount babeh! :) plus after tt, it's lunch w mich ( and to collect the clothes) since her lunch is also free and easy :) and thereafter, either a shopping trip by myself or with tharsh and friend! And then it's ice cream and hopefully dinner with her and adeline. :) eggcited or what man! Anw i have decided tt thou shall not spend on online shopping anymore or at least for this month since i am spending a bomb on the facial and and i have so many skincare products i wanna buy. :)

    ooo and, ettusais here i come! :D i hope i get like packed schedule plus some off days for sweets before he leave for army. ):



    'Why do I still care or feel that way?' is a constant question running through my mind now.
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Thursday, 18 February 2010

  • Oh shit, i think i'm like jie, allergic to pistachios cos everytime i eat it, i'll kinda get lil rashes all over and my leg is itchy like mad. Feel like chopping it off. Grrrrrrr.

    Anw, i finally bought my bag from f21! I hope it is not a rash buy. Sighh i was contemplating it for a v long time hokay, at least i'm not reckless. :) Wanted to post pictures but i'm too lazy to, shall leave it till another day :D Dk when i'll update too, the last time was like a month ago? Hehe tt's me. :B

    CNY and valentine's day was pretty awesome to me. Other than the fact that mama isn't with us anymore, CNY was pretty great. It felt more like a gathering and bonding session with the whole family. In fact, I prefer this type of CNY than the rush-rush ones where we have to rush from one place to another and do not have enough good quality time to bond. I guess that's what a family needs the most right? (Even if it means collecting less angbaos. Hahaha) & I'm so glad I actually managed to get my CNY dress and once again, I slept over it. Wha so proud of myself :) But felt bad tt it was jie who actually paid for it. Sighhh.

    Another reason why CNY was pretty awesome is because it was slightly different for me, it was the first time I actually met sweet's whole family on chuer (& accidentally, both sides!). Haha and the classic thing is, his aunty turns out to be one of the my aunty's friend whom I go to JB with to get our hairs, nails and facials done! Is the world small or rly small? First it was Jason kor and now his aunty. Hahaha I guess in a way that familarity (no matter how little it is) helped to ease a lil of awkwardness. & at the lunch with his father's side, one of his little cousin actually gave me a surprise peck on my lips tt totally shocked me cos it was the kind I poke your shoulder, you turn around and I kiss you type of kiss. Hahahaha and it actually cracked everyone up at the table and I rly felt so god damn it red. After that, we went down to his aunty's place (mother's side) and I got to play w the lil babies which was great because once again, it did help me ease a lil of awkwardness. Haha i'm kinda shy and quiet among strangers, esp if I know I have to form a good impression! At around 5:30 odd, we left to go collect my jumper! Omg, i totally love ittttt. :D Hahaha.

    &&& because valentine's day falls on CNY, it made CNY even more special. Well, our original plan was not to celebrate it cos to us, (or to me) there isn't much of a point because honestly, everyday is valentine's day to me. :) We don't need to have an occasion just to show our loved one how much we love them right? But that backside backed out and gave me a vv lovely card and a sunflower. Plus, a photo album that he had been doing for quite some time. Haha, he srsly had quite a bit under his sleeves! I was so so so utterly touched and surprised, rly I was! Made me feel so loved :) Ohohoh and one more reason why CNY was special is because sweets came over to grandpa's house for the first time. Haha more like jie dragged him up. Bec on chu yi, I had to go to ah gong's house for dinner so sweets decided to send me up and then go walk around first bef meeting me after I'm done eating a quick one. But on his way down, I bumped into jie who subsequently dragged him along. Hahaha, too bad darling :) Heh but all was good I guess, oh and my cousin call him xiao hei. So it's like xiao hei and xiao bai now -.- Haha. Yep so overall, CNY was v special to me :)

    Anw I saw an article on friends this morning but I'm too lazy to blog about it, maybe tmr night! After reading it, I smiled rly widely :)

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Saturday, 23 January 2010



  • Life is all about trusting your feelings and taking chances. Losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories and learning from the pain. And most of all, realizing that people always change.


    Got that from jess' blog. :) People will always change, people will come and go from your life. Some may leave behind large and nicely printed footprints, some may be tiny while some may be ugly. Many things happen for a reason, hell yeah, i'm a believer of that and how things will always turn for the better. After all, it can't possibly rain all day and forever. & I'm glad that my rain has stopped in a way, I'm much happier and am able to let go of that bitterness bit by bit. It's not totally gone, it's still there but definitely subsiding. But you know, sometimes I wonder, do people really really change? Or is it that you don't know them well enough and yet you thought you did. So when you actually saw through their true colours, you thought that they have changed but in actual fact, they didn't. That's a big question for me too, it's smthg I'd like to pursue but it's like a bottomless pit and it may cause unneccessary unhappiness as well. But in any case, to all those that have stuck through me all these while, through my rantings and complains, through my tears and my moodiness, and walked me out of this whole turmoil and giving me advice, thank you v much and I really do love each and everyone of you. *muack*


    On a random note, sighh, work in 12.5 hours time ): But nvm at least I'm being paid more tmr :)



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    Hi, I've finally went kiteflying! Although it was so freaking crowded, it was what my boyfriend would describe as a 'happy place' because everyone there were brimming in joy. You see couples loveydoveying, you see groups of friends laughing and families bonding. I had an awesome awesome day today :) After tt, we went to ThaiExpress for our favv thai food and I wanna go back there again to eat more. It was a pity that my appetite wasn't good just now. Alright, i'm gg to upload Friends season 2 into my Iphone now.



    Till then, byebye!






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