It's not over today
Just give me one more chance to make you mind
something something i wont go home without you...

Haha, too lazy to go search for the lyrics but tt song is stuck in my head. && YEZZZZZZ TMR'S THE LAST DAY OF A LEVELS. Sweets was right, this week would pass by very fast and i'm v glad it did :) After geog today (which was a surprisingly doable paper), sweets and i went to watch 2012. Srsly not for the faint hearted man but it was a good show! No wonder it topped the box office! Haha but not gonna watch it again, almost died watching it!

Heh andand check this out

http://mitsuki-tk.livejournal.com/21811.html

I'm vvv tempted to get an eximus but it's 52$!! But the pictures are sosososo nice! & i still want my polaroid! Oh man, how how mr brown cow? :/

Come what may, we must just keep going. I always thought i wouldn't break down when this eventually happens, but seeing her suffering in pain just killed this cold-ness i have for her. All i can wish for is that she has reunited w gonggong and all my uncles whom i've never met before except during qing ming and all. But at least I thank God that she need not suffer the extra few months of pain. & I thank God even more for being my support during GP today because i know it was his presence that pulled me through my sleepiness and drowsiness. & because of him, he sent me countless of angels whom i can depend on. Thanks a lot tharsh, trin, singing and my lovely darling. What you guys have done, the concern ya'll have showered upon me is rly priceless and I thank God for you.

I rmrbed once the priest said, when you ask to be closer to God again, don't expect life to be easy cos he'll set out obstacles for you to cross in order for you to call back to him. This was exactly what happened to me. I never did expect myself to be so affected but i did anyway. Didn't sleep till bout three and had to wake up at 6:30. In fact, i woke up at 5 plus so tt's about 2 hours of sleep? I was so worried as to how i'd pull through GP bec it's sucha thinking subject. I was so scared i'd flunk it and at the possibility of retaking my As. I mean, i have that time but i'd rather not waste it as such. I was so scared and there were flashbacks of what happened the night before. But i guess as people always say, God is good. I cried, i pleaded w him to make me sleep but i could not but he gave me the strength to go on the next day. He gave me the ability to sit through my papers with a clear mind, something i know i wouldn't have been able to do without Him. Even if i have to retake my papers next year, i wouldn't be tt upset cos i know i've done my best. A part of me still questions his existence, i know that's not right, but i believe i'll get over it soon. :)

Anyway, don't worry i'm fine, i'll be strong! :)